I Forgive You

So Real Talk

You chased me down to be with me literally, from jump you let me know you were ungrounded emotionally and yet I still took you on. I got you a job. I took you to resorts and you traveled with me free of charge When you had emotional issue I sat back never judged you inspired you to heal your relationship with your family went with you to support you, you wanted a child and I gave you everything you wanted without pause, paid your bills, bought you a car and you had me promise to never leave you. We vowed and wed to one another in the old ways made a covenant and the moment I give you a firm boundary not screaming at you not condescending, I just say I don't want to talk to you at this moment and you told me you don't respect any of my boundaries when it comes to you, and all this darkness at 4 months pregnant now when it was then I could understand the cocktail of enormous biological transformation the evil calculating behavior the you will never see your child such rage because I dared to tell you No? Really? I deserve this? Even after she's born I have to chase you to go to paternity to get the courts involved just so I can see my child? I want you to know I know you've done this to other people before me and I know that's why your ex's are hiding from you. I want you to know I know your secrets and I'm done keeping yours. You're A Predator, A Mysandrist, A Milignant Narcissist, one who calculated using the victim narrative to manipulate and control everyone. I can see that side of you clearly now Crystal Clear. I Can See You. The Terrified Empty Husk Of You. "I Forgive You" I Will Never Allow You To Escape Know I Can See You and Yes "I Forgive You" even as I get the sheriff involved and have you arrested if you don't start complying in court. The pain you manufactured for our family out of protecting your fragile ​ego "I Forgive You"