My Secret Life - 8

My brief relationship with Dr. D altered what I wanted in a partner. He set the bar on the qualities I looked for in a guy: patient, kind, understanding, spontaneous and passionate, all of which translated in the way he fccked me. This is where I embraced my attraction towards older guys and this continues to this day.

However, I was mature enough to now that our different cultures and religious beliefs would be a hurdle. Also he was more than twice my age and I wanted to be able to raise a family with someone who isn't half way in the ground.

I spent the rest of my university second year having sxx with just Dr. D and occasionally the guy in my building. Jenny and her BF were trying to keep their relationship monogamous although there were a few instances where I joined them.

My third and final year was an important one. By this time i was only having sxx with Dr. D and I was also his only sxx partner. We weren't together although it felt like we were. He was also helping me academically with my studies so things were more than just sxx.

As I focused on my thesis, the accompanying stress required sxx for me to not feel overwhelmed and Dr. D was there for me. We talked about it and during the term break and the whole of term 2, I stayed with him.

During this period Dr. D became interested in tantric sxx after a fellow professor / friend at the uni introduced the practice to him. We tried it together by following articles online but we decided to get his friend to guide us (this was not unusual as there are private instructors available to learn tantric practices).

It was over a weekend when his friend, who was just as distinguished looking as Dr. D and also of similar age, came over in the evening. He taught us thr general practice before introducing us to Khajuraho meditation.

The level of intimacy and closeness we experienced was incredible. No words, but a heightened sense mindfulness. We climaxed in this position called Yab Yum, me in top sitting on him as his legs are crossed. We were both so vulnerable and we told each other we loved one another moments before we had the most intense climax. It doesn't end when you climax and there was 'aftercare' before we eventually awakened from the bliss of this session. Almost 3 hours had passed.

The friend had been there ths whole time and his level of restraint was admirable although his erection was very obvious. I was feeling adventurous but wanted to savour the moment Dr. D and I shared.

We invited him back the next day where we invited him to join in. For the next 3 weekends we spent hours together and having these 2 focus their energy on me is an experience I've not experienced since uni. Group tantric sxx is a deeper experience that transcends the sxxual gratification.