going insane over wanting my [18mtf] mom [52f]

i’ve wanted my mom for a really long time but made zero progress. i can barely get it up without thinking of her. whenever i’m able to, i nut in her used panties and it feels sooooo good.

my dads out of the picture, but my mom moved on really fast and almost immediately got a new boyfriend. my main concern is that whenever he comes over to fuck, my mom moans really loud so i guess she really likes it. but it can’t be that good, since hes overweight, at least 50, and has small dick energy tbh. meanwhile im relatively fit and have 6.5 inches (and i know i’d treat her better). on the bright side, at least i can jerk off to her moans.

the feeling has only gotten more intense since she’s started doing weight loss programs and taking weight loss injections and she looks hotter than ever.

just needed that all off my chest lol