Hi

Hey,

How are you? I know you’re busy and barely getting sleep. But we’re getting there. So the end is in sight? At lest partially.

I’m trying not to overthink things and keep showing up. Being consistent but with boundaries because you know.

People keep saying good job but for me I always think about the person giving the praise do they also get the same encouragement? So from me to you, good job, you’re doing really well.

Liking you is one thing but being expressive, being consistent about it is something I struggle with. I wasn’t really encouraged as a kid/teenager to have relationships so I have a hard time showing up and being consistent with important people in my life, aside from family.

I know this whatever this is, is fragile and we can go back to not talking for months. But I would still choose you, choose to stay, even with the inevitability of being hurt by the distance and the vagueness of it all. Because it’s you. Every moment small or big, boring, exciting, funny or sad was memorable. It was a pleasure getting to know you, seeing you work, see you grow into your career.

Yes, I still miss you today

Can you read between the lines?

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