I’ve been edging so I can give my wife a thick, creamy load

I’ve (36M) been edging every day, multiple times, for the last week so when my wife (39F) and I have sex next, she gets a big load! I love watching it ooze out of her. Or painting her with a load. This keeps adding to my excitement and edging.

What’s getting difficult is that I’m becoming very sensitive. I barely touched myself earlier and almost came with the touch. Can’t wait to give her A creamy surprise!