24 [M4M] #Online - i like the contrast of my feminine body against real men

Im 24, brown, 5’6 and 115lbs. Ive fully feminized myself now because traditional masculinity never felt right for me. Im soft and weak for a man and Ive accepted that. Its strangely relieving but also really humiliating when I stand next to actual strong masculine men who carry themselves with confidence and leadership.

What turns me on the most lately is the thought of completely giving up my manhood as a sign of respect to a caring successful dominant man. Someone taller and stronger who knows how to navigate the world while I stay submissive under him. I want to hand over that last piece of being a man to him because he deserves to sit higher in the natural hierarchy. Its like an offering that shows I know my place.

Since I cant perform my own masculine duties it feels so satisfying to serve the duties of real men who are more capable. I empathize with how hard those responsibilities are and I think they should be served and honored for it. Letting a strong man take the lead while I support him from below just feels right and natural.

Im not looking to sext but chat and build a connection with a man. DMs open, please send a nice introduction.