Worried ako sa pamangkin ko

I just wanted to vent this out kasi this has been bothering me for quiet some time now. My cousin who was living with us together with her child got pregnant again. Pinalayas sya nina mama kasi ayaw na nilang magkaburden again with the same issue with her first child. May bagong kinakasama yung baby daddy kaya d sya masusustentohan.

My mom took care of her firstborn ever since 4 mos old. We love the child very much kaya we decided na samin nalang kasi worried kami na baka d maalagaan ng maayos. What’s bothering me is the fact na baka hindi ko rin masustain yung needs ni baby. Takot ako magfail but alam ko naman na my parents are there and willing to support also. Naaawa ako sa bata. Sobra. Wala namang kasalanan pero damay sa kagagahan ng ina. Pinasa pa sa anak yung generational trauma nya na nakuha nya rin sa sariling ina. My heart aches for the little lives.