They closed my case because he didn’t answer the phone

I’m not gonna go deep into detail as I don’t feel like it but I’ll probably rant on another post bc I feel sick.

Long story short after filing a police report in person last summer for a sexual assaults/DVs against my ex that I was with for 3 months. The detective told me that they are going to close the case because they have been trying to get in contact with him but he has not reached out or answer their calls.

So yea, I don’t feel good at all which is an understatement. I want to throw up and worse. This isn’t the first time something like this has happened to me as I have been SA’d and sexually harassed multiple times that I can’t exactly count. I didn’t report those because I did not process that they were 100% rape or SA. Plus some

embarrassing personal reasons as to why I never reported it once a realized. Others have tried with those people though but they went nowhere.

Tiny little rant:

This was the worst one. I only had one other ex 3 years ago but I never exactly… met him but it only lasted two months and he was also very very very abusive. It’s embarrassing I’m sorry plz don’t make fun of me. The one I reported is technically my first bf as I’ve never had one physically before. He was the worst…. I didn’t think it could get any worse but this was worse and that one was terrible. I had enough being embarrassed because I couldn’t physically defend myself and just sat there even though they’d never do it to a man. It makes me feel weak and angry. I reported this ex ASAP as soon as I broke up with him and now it feels like a waste of time.