I hate being moid coded

Oh my gosh. Sorry I’m being vain and surface level today. I wish I didn’t have a box for a waist and small hips and no ass. I literally would’ve been so good looking if I was born a man but I look deformed as a woman. God must’ve wanted me to be one too considering I have raised male hormones LOL! All clothes look wrong on me I’m so cursed I just want to be a cute feminine girl