So, now that some people have started sharing their confessions. I have mine too. It's bit long but if you reach the end, let me know if I should keep on exploring? So, now that some people have started sharing their confessions. I have mine too. It's bit long but if you reach the end, let me know

I saw her (let’s call her X) at a camp about 15 years ago. It honestly felt like love at first sight. I was still a virgin back then. It was a residential camp with a lots of people and luckily we ended up in the same group. Eventually, we were paired often for one-to-one peer work, so we spent a lot of time together. The camp itself was fun, and during those sessions we shared a lot about our lives.

I found out she was five years older than me, but at that age, early 20s vs mid-20s didn’t feel like a big deal. She had been in a relationship for eight years, which disappointed me at first, but later I realized it wasn’t going well and her boyfriend was toxic.

We had a trip to Pokhara during the camp. It was my first time there, so I was really excited, but we were busy with activities and didn’t get to explore much during the day. Rooms were shared, I was with a guy from abroad, and she shared with another girl, also not Nepali.

On our last night, my roommate and I invited a few people over for drinks. We didn’t have much money, so we bought 2 bottles of McDowell's and some snacks. Everyone joined, drank, and enjoyed. As the night went on, more drinks were brought, and people slowly started leaving. Eventually, only a small group of us remained.

X’s roommate said she was too sleepy but didn’t want to sleep alone. So X suggested we move the remaining drinks to their room, which had a balcony. We took blankets because it was getting cold beacuse it was early winter nights. We sat, drank, talked, and lost track of time. By around 4 a.m., most people were passed out or barely conscious. I was struggling to stay steady myself.

We asked some people to go thier rooms and left some who were barely consious on floor. X told me I could sleep inside if it was too cold. I laid down on the floor with blankets. Her roommate was fast asleep. Then X asked if she could sleep next to me because of the cold. I didn’t think much of it and said yes.

She came under the blanket and looked into my eyes and said I was more mature than my age. Without thinking much I kissed her forehead and said thank you. She kissed me back not on the forehead, but on my lips, it was full on tongue play and my first kiss as well. I think I manged it some how. But I was already hard by then and I think she knew it. So , she asked if i wanted to feel ger boobs. I squeezed her boobs and said this is my first time touching boobs and squeezed it. She started feeling my dick with her hands and said it's bigger than she expected. I asked if it is bigger than her boyfriends, She asked me what do you think and asked if she can touch it. I said yes and she started stroking. Out of nowhere she went under yhe balnket, slipped my pants and started sucking. In few stokes I came inside her but she kept on sucking for some time even after that. I dragged her above and asked didn't you realise I cummed. She replied it's okay now it’s already inside me and asked if I want her to keep sucking. I said yes but she told me to tell her before cumming next time. It was the best blowjob ever, till today I still prefer bjs. Next time i told her before cumming and she told me I can cum her mouth. She kept it in her went and went to bathroom to spit it out and came back and asked me if I'm ready again. I don’t know if was the alcohol or any other thing but I cummed 3 more time after the first one. I think I moaned a lot and I could hear her roommate coughing sometimes in middle but we're too young and didn't care at all. It was intense and unexpected. Being my first time experiencing anything like that, I was overwhelmed.That night stayed with me not just because it was my first, but because of how natural and real it felt between us.

We didn’t have sex that night, but later during the camp, after returning from Pokhara, we did. We started sleeping on eachothers room and had sex after we thought our roommates were sleeping. She shared room with 3 other girls and I shared my room with the same guy from Pokhara. Some times we used to sneek out at night have sex when no one was around. We did it in all places on the camps, living room, toilets, kitchen, any room where we thought no one was there.

Eventually, she broke up with her boyfriend and I was even there with her and her sister when she did it, because she was afraid of him. We stayed together for nine years and then got married and she’s been the only one in my life.

But now things are different. Life has changed from that bold, daring girl to a working wife and mother. Our intimacy has faded a lot. Mostly I have to show tantrums to have sex, act if I'm angry or not talk to her for days just to get her attention.

And yes, that’s where I stand now, exploring if there is any thrills out there.