An update on my back issues. Dear me.

about 3 years ago, my back really started to hurt in general. my right knee was already fubar, and my specialist noticed how much pain I was in and ordered an MRI of my entire spine.

Diagnosis: an annular tear of my spinal cord and disc deterioration at L4-L5. he said it definitely needs surgery at some point.

Thanks to the current administration, I was forced to change healthcare providers. Monday I went and had another full spine MRI.

I used to be pretty well versed in a lot of medical terms, but holy f*ck.

got my results about 15 minutes ago, and I had to keep stopping to go look up the definition of quite a bit of the report.

Diagnosis: significant damage to my spine from T12 to S1.

basically from my shoulder blades to my tail bone.

I have an appointment on the 8th to discuss options but ffs. I'm already stressed enough in general and now I find out that basically almost all of my spine is fubar too.