- 1H Aries Saturn at 5'15 conjunct Aries Ascendant at 3'41, and a 12H Aries South Node Retrograde at 0'32. 

- 7H Libra Mars Chart Ruler Retrograde at 5'06 opposing natal and transiting Saturn. 6H Libra North Node Retrograde at 0'32 and 6H Libra Vertex at 0'30.

- Saturn and Neptune are both squaring my moon, IC, and MC. 

I had a really difficult end of 2025: medical issues, relationship I, existential crisis. All of that sent me into a very deep depression. I have 8H Sag Pluto, so I sometimes venture into the depths of darkness, but this time around, it almost took me out. I gave up on everything and accumulated a lot of bills/debt. At the beginning of this year (February, around my birthday actually, lol) , I almost became homeless and that forced me to get my shit together. I am working to get back on track but things are moving so slow. Sometimes I make 2 steps forward and 3 steps backwards. I have to deal with everything at the same time, so it doesn't feel like I'm making progress. It's like I'm swimming against the current. 

My emotions are also all over the place. It's taking every single ounce of energy that I have to keep fighting, but I don't have a choice because I never ever want to find myself in the position I was in at the beginning of the year. That was indeed the scariest and most difficult thing I've ever had to deal with. 

Any insights into my chart is appreciated. 

Saturn Return conjunct Ascendant; squaring Moon, MC & IC; opposing Libra Mars Chart Ruler.