Evenings are [insert adjectiv] living alone

I love everything about living alone but evenings are.. hard.

Usually when I’m back from work I’m too tired to do anything. I work in a desk job so it’s not phisically demanding but I just feel like I can’t even stand any longer to make myself a meal. I moved out from living with my ex years ago. Evenings are still hard. At the beginning in my new place, I was heavily drinking and would wake up lying in the hallway. Now I am lying on the couch scrolling social media. It‘s better at least? I am trying my best everyday to make it better. I get up early, go to the gym, back to take a shower, go to work. Maybe that‘s why I am always tired in the evenings? I wrote multiple list about what I can do in the evenings but usually end up lying on the couch and binge eating sweets. Do I need help? It‘s better now. I like to read about what you guys post here, it makes me feel less alone.

Never do I ever want to live with anyone again. I love love love my peace. I just feel the feels sometimes.