Could have

you could have so the beginning of my name And it would have changed my world.

it didn't matter what I said. you wouldn't listen to it anyways.

and that hurts.

you're listening, but you wouldn't speak.

I'm talking and no one is hearing me.

you watch, but watching changes the quantum outcome.

I hurt, to me alone.

it didn't matter what I did. you would have just kept waiting. I want you. I don't want to wait more. life is colorless and you're my crayons.

but not that I know you are there. I don't know why you're silent. when you know exactly how I hurt.

if it's punishment. I yield.

if you're scared, don't be.

if you don't believe me.

then I don't know what to say.

I'm not happy with out you.

and my soul aches.