I'm scared

a few months ago, my doctor suggested me I started taking ozempic as I'm overweight and have a few medical issues (like prediabetes) that would benefit from it. I was on board with the idea at first, and then became scared.

I'm scared of the changes, of the pain, of not being able to eat (I like eating and the social aspects of it). I'm scared of getting my hopes up and it not working, or working for a while and then stopping. I feel like if I accept the treatment, I would lose the battle against fatphobia and all the prejudices and beauty canons would win.

maybe I'm being ridiculous and overthinking it, maybe they are valid concerns; I don't know anymore.

(sorry if my english is wonky, it's not my first language)