I am so, so tired.

NOTE: I got really heated in the middle of this and start spewing random bs. I apologize for any harsh words I have said, it was supposed to be about a single thing but everything is boiling over and I can't. I just can't.

So there's someone that keeps screaming about how some story they made has no incest in it because "No penetration happens" even though the daughter humps the father and the father grabs her genitals. I try to explain to them what incest REALLY is, which is any romantic, sexual, or fetishy relationship with a family member. Guess what I get told? I'm wrong, it HAS to require penetration in order to be incest. Then I get called UNEDUCATED for it, and they cry about how I'm BULLYING them even though I was nice the ENTIRE CONVERSATION.

Oh I'm sorry then, I guess that I wasn't stuck in an incestuous relationship for SEVEREAL years of my life. It only turned incestuous once I turned 18, because that's when he penetrated me. I guess him TOUCHING ME isn't incest because HIS FINGERS NEVER ENTERED ME. Him forcing me to KISS him isn't incest because his tongue never pushed past my lips. Him calling me his DIRTY BOY isn't incest because those are just words, words clear can't arouse someone. I'm just a FUCKING IDIOT that doesn't know SHIT about incest guys. I must of never experienced incest at all for those 5 years before my 18th birthday. Because CLEARLY all of that is WHOLESOME. FAMILY. FUCKING. BONDING. I WASN'T TRAPPED IN A HELLHOLE, STUCK BEING A LITTLE BITCH FOR THAT SICK FUCK UNTIL I WAS FINALLY OLD ENOUGH FOR HIM TO STICK IT IN ME. OR, IN YOUR DEFINITION, FOR IT TO BE "REAL" INCEST.

I AM TIRED OF HAVING THIS SAME FUCKING CONVERSATION WTIH YOU. I HAVE TRIED OVER, AND OVER AGAIN TO BE NICE TO YOU AND WHAT DO YOU DO WITH THE RESPECT THAT I STILL GAVE YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU DID NOT DESERVE IT? YOU SPAT IN MY FUCKING FACE. I AM DONE HOLDING MY BREATH EVERY TIME I OPEN UP DISCORD. I AM DONE HAVING TO WALK AROUND EGG-SHELLS ONLINE BECAUSE YOU SEEM TO SHOW UP OUT OF NOWHERE TO START SHIT.

YOU CALL ME STUPID, YOU CALL ME AND MY BOYFRIEND A SLUT FOR HAVING CHILDREN, YOU CALL ME UNFIT TO BE A PARENT BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO SEXUALLY ASSAULT MY FUCKING KIDS. YOU SAID THAT YOU WISHED THAT I WOULD GO TO HELL SIMPLY BECAUSE ONE OF MY BABIES WERE BORN AND THE OTHER TWO WERE CONCIEVED OUT OF WEDLOCK. YOU TRY TO GIVE ME PARENTING ADVICE THAT YOU ARE NOT QUALIFIED TO GIVE, AND THAT STUPID FUCKING PAPER YOU GOT 10 YEARS AGO SAYING THAT YOU CAN BABYSIT KIDS DOES NOT COUNT.

I DON'T CARE IF I GET BANNED FOR SAYING THIS, BUT I WILL KILL MYSELF IF IT MEANS THAT YOU GAIN A SPOT IN THE DARKEST PITS OF THE UNDERWORLD AND ARE PUNISHED FOR ALL OF ETERNITY FOR THE TURMOIL AND DESPAIR YOU HAVE BROUGHT TO EVERYONE YOU INTERACT WITH.