Losing myself :( i wanna reconnect

Nothing seems fun anymore. Nothing feels like it fits my purpose.

I do want to learn and connect more to Islam, but it just feels very, very boring to me right now.

Growing up with a mom who constantly preached Islam — like that’s the only thing she knows — I’ve reached a point where I feel exhausted even talking to her. It’s not even hate, just pure mental drain.

I need sum guidance on this

I have forgotten alot too abt prayers n stuff but it just tires me to make a whole new map and planning to put my life back on track

I dont even know if im making any sense but if someone reads this pls do tell me something good and helpful

Now I don’t even know what to look at or what to do. Nothing feels right, nothing fits.

I just feel stuck.