Lost my virginity to a huge cock on a rash impulse

At the time, I was 19 and so, so horny. I soaked through panties, ached all the time, and desperately wanted to be filled. Unfortunately, this was incredibly distracting considering I was in college.

I was studying late one night in the library and I was the only one on the fifth floor; it was literally dead silent, two in the morning, and I was bored as fuck and would rather do anything than study so my mind wandered. I couldn't stop thinking about how empty I was and I tortured myself for like half an hour before I couldn't stand it and packed up my stuff to go to the bathroom and fix it.

I fit one, two, three fingers in so quick it hurt a little but I was on such a razor's edge that when I fucked in nice and hard and rough and grazed my clit I came hard over my fingers and wrist. It still wasn't enough, I needed to get fucked so bad I wanted to cry.

I walked back to my dorm, incredibly aware of how wet I was. My pussy was throbbing with every step by the time I ran into a guy that lived a floor below me. I vaguely knew him from a class, but I also knew that I had seen him looking, he was much, much taller than me, and I really something inside me before I lost my fucking mind.

He got kinda far down the hall before I worked up my nerve to ask him. Fifteen minutes later I was tearing up and begging while he rubbed his cock up and down my pussy, teasing me and making me hold my breath every time it caught on my hole. It was thick, thick enough that when he finally pushed in I got scared for a sec that it wouldn't fit, that I was going to break and he was going to split me open and fuck me raw. I was dripping wet despite being worried and I held my breath. He gripped my thigh, pulled out when he was like a few inches in, and then started actually pushing inside me without stopping. When he got to the back and I started feeling pressure on my cervix, I looked down and there was still two inches left. Then he started

fucking me, making me take every inch that fit, each thrust slow and hard.

At first it hurt but my heart was pounding and when though my legs were tense and trembling from the pain, I could feel my pussy clenching around him and my clit twitching. Somehow he got it all the way in and out just felt so good. He fucked me for what felt like forever and I didn't reach for my clit at all because I didn't want to cum yet, but he grabbed my legs and pushed them together and made me hold my knees to my chest and fucked me like that and I squirted all over him. I was his dumb fuck slut and I swear to got I couldn't do anything but sit there and take his cock and cum.

He fucked me until I cried and then I walked upstairs to my dorm and passed out with his cum still in me. I only really considered the ramifications of having lost my virginity to him the next day but frankly I was so horny and it felt so good that I didn't end up caring that much. I'm kind of obsessed with getting fucked now.