A new begining

After all the hurt and pain he was on stimulant medications since he was 7, at 33 his heart would hurt and pound out of his chest at the slightest dose of Adderall, hed used cocaine for some of his adult years on and off sometimes in large quantity binders, even longer and larger meth binders with pure ice always, and had to quit or face a heart attack, he lost all desire to go back and ever use it again, watch any content of an adult nature, he went through intense pain and heartbreak because someone introduced themselves just to make it hurt, in that t Rex, hand pain to full on Dracula, crossed arm rigor mortise feeling pain like a state of death god found him again and said ill never leave again, things got worse and god carried him right through the fire and the flames, even worse pain, to new beginnings and freedom again, his new chapter has only just begun, forgiving every transgression while hugging protection tight for him and his family, learning to open up again and love in light