will he come back?

it’s been about a month n a half-2 months since our split and about a week since NC. i wont be putting a label on our relationship, but it lasted for about half a year.

our last interaction was bad. we fought terribly and argued. he basically told me to leave him alone. i told him i dont care about him, which was true in the moment, but the days without him is so hard. i know the answer is here (to leave him alone) and i should do exactly that BUT..we are in a close netted family/friend group/circle so i see him alot of days of the week whether we like it or not.

last time we had NC since another argument, he said he was angry i didnt interact with him fully and he half didnt really care.

we have each other added on a few socials (not that it matters) but im his only follower / active on some of them. i know he sees me since im the only one he has on there.

we were extremely close, this isnt unique to our relationship but it was important to me. talking all day everyday hanging most days of the week..it’s hard for me to let go.

he is the type to hold grudges for a bit, but hes always came back when one of us messed up but i feel like this is more final. based on our last reaction of his “go away” and my “i dont care about you“.

he’ll do things socially to get my attention or get a rise out of me. he’ll try to make me jealous, post / repost things to get my attention.. make inside jokes that were only between us..i wanted to text him 2 months from now (i know it’s silly that it’s planned) before i leave town for a week to break NC if neither of us does it before..idk how ill feel then but it’s how i feel now.

will he come back on his own? i dont need to apologize..im the victim in our situation. im purposely leaving out details of our relationship just for confidentiality and safety, but i miss him dearly, even with how bad i was treated.

what can i even do or say (thats not 2 months from now) thatll let him know my door is open? ik it just happened so the wounds are fresh, but he said he likes when there’s a chase from girls and i KNOW hes manipulating me, which might be worse that i know it’s happening, but i just want him back in my life. not even in a romantic way i just cant deal without him.