idk.

Uhm… so yesterday there was this really cute 5-year-old kid. He wanted to try playing badminton, so I let him and taught him. Then his little brother, who is 1 year and 5 months old, came with their mom and saw him playing. Both his little brother and his mom cheered for him even though he wasn’t that good. I ended up talking with his mom and getting to know her. I don’t know why, but when I talk to her, I feel something that I don’t feel when I talk to my own mom. I don’t really know what the feeling is, but I like it. I love the way she talks to her kids, the way she cheers for them, and the way she talks to me. I don’t know what to feel… I feel jealous. Why can’t my mom be like that? Why can’t I feel the same way when I talk to my mom?

(Not like a romantic feeling toward her)