[M31] 5'6" Paypig (Lord Farquaad lookalike) interested in a long-term dynamic with a high-maintenance brat diagnosed with NPD, BPD, or both

I'm a 31-year-old addicted paypig who has been in findom since 2019 (started on HePays and KIK). My life is empty and increasingly miserable.

I have worked the same factory job for 10 years with no IRL success with women. At 5'6", dating apps have repeatedly told me I look like Lord Farquaad from Shrek. My cat is my best friend, I spend my time doom-scrolling and stalking past women who used me, and the loneliness has worsened significantly in the last 2-3 months. Here recently, I have been working 6-7 days a week for 8 hours a day. Basically, I'm reliable and have a consistent paycheck.

My sex life consists fucking jars of peanut butter. I recently went to the doctor because of ED and I was prescribed medication. I'm comfortable wearing a chastity for the right person. I need purpose in my life and I've always been attracted to toxicity. I can age verify.

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