I was depressed because I didn't know enough

I (17M) was depressed and terribly bored for brief periods 5 years ago just like any person may be during COVID. Now I think it is just because when I was 12 I didn't know enough about the world and the various thoughts and perspectives of life that I have right now that "prove boredom to be impossible". (The idea of "boredom" itself is interesting so how can I be bored. Everything is relative e.g. when I'm alone and segregated from the world I feel desolated but when I'm in school I'm segregated from places like Hogwarts anyways. Whenever I feel terrible I can always improve by running until I'm so tired that all that I want to do is rest (and then resting will make me feel amazing)). I think now I had already experienced enough wonderful things that I'll unlikely be depressed again in the future

I mean, today I just discovered the website Reddit and I think it's very wonderful since it resolves so many of my concerns in the past, to the extent that I kind of wonder why people having access to Reddit is still depressed

Still, I think I'm always blindfolded from thoughts and experiences now. I'm worried that people get depressed because they are blindfolded

idk sorry if this post is very naive

Posted Mar 30, 2026, 6:16 AM UTC

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