Scad vs SVA for animation

I don’t know which one to pick- Scad or Sva. Sva has not given me any scholarships and scad gave me 17k and I’ll get another 1k plus 2k if I do an interview they offered me. I’ll be in no debt for scad if I go and keep the scholarship and my grades up because we have a college fund of 200k but for sva I’d be in 140k in debt if I went fo 4 years since they haven’t given me anything. I’m scared of the things I have heard about scad, the workload, dropout rate and there used to be suicides I heard and it’s called sleep comes after death. Sva is in manhattan theres little to no meal plan so you have to add that on top of a 50k tuition plus room and board is another 30k and then food probably 10k or something. Sva is insanely expensive I don’t know what to do.