My husband doesn’t know I fake orgasms

Disclaimer- it’s not that he’s bad. I just can’t orgasm PIV. Never have. I’ve been with multiple partners and never have. Idk what’s wrong with me or it’s that my clit is an innie and likes to hide. Anyway.. I can orgasm other ways.

He likes to brag how many orgasms he has given other women. I didn’t realize this until after I was faking it. Anyway, he believes he can also have me orgasm by him telling me to.

I know how to move my muscle to where I’m “contracting.” I feel bad but I’m going to start saying I can’t because I never get other ways to orgasm. We have a BDSM sex life but it’s mainly pleasing him. I’m ready to have my needs met now. Lol.