I ruined my orgasm, do I need punishment?

After three months of no orgasms, I accidentally ruined yesterday. I was being edged by a friend and as she pulled away I started cumming. It was completely ruined, and it hurt really bad, but I'm also wondering if this warrents being counted against my orgasm denial. It was a complete accident, but I know as well that I don't deserve to get any of this pleasure.