nothin help me im garbage and should kill myself

2 weeks ago i made a post about my aim and I already have 90 h in kovaaks and wish i spent those hours on sometimes else

im so fucking tired of those YouTube/Discord yapers who claimes "just play kovaaks and stop tensing mouse" aren't they disgusted by it?

I'm not seeing any improvements in games either kovaaks and my mental health currently at the worst state

what i want to tell that everyone has own plateau and ive reach it and I can't influence this. In short I'm not created for fps games

prove me wrong