I had an emotional overdose in class

I took a few perc 30s during class and remembered my ex girlfriend which made me get very emotional to the point that I started crying. When Miss Parker came over to ask me if I was okay I just said that I miss her, she asked me who but I started crying even harder because I couldn’t say her name without breaking down further. Now I’m suspended because they think I was hitting on my teacher. I want to explain it to them but they wouldn’t understand so I just took my punishment and plan to carry this pain on my shoulders all on my own… they wouldn’t understand anyway.