Help me

A lot to say but very few who listen and no one right now

it's frustrating

preparing for an Exam, quit my job because it didn't interest

me and the toxic environment the manager made for me was too much to handle my own life

My parents are worried about my career and finances and want me to earn something while I prepare for the exam to sustain myself also that is not too much to ask I am 25 now I also want that but there is an urgency in me to have it all right now so I can just relax and things be

it's becoming and taking too much out of me for good and not for so much good as well

don't know what to do

help help !