My Big Realization (Vent)

Hi everyone, I don't know if this is the right subreddit to be posting this on, but anyways I've spent my entire life trying to make things Perfect for myself. Mainly for my own sense of self-validation. But also because I wanted my life to play out a certain way. Waiting for the Perfect Time and Perfect Circumstances. I used to pride myself on my Perfectionism. But really it just led to my own detriment. I was trying to achieve a level of satisfaction that was pretty much impossible for me to achieve.

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