I can't bring myself to do anything even though I know the consequences

Hi, I'm 18f and it's been almost 2 months since I feel like I have done anything intentionally. I haven't been able to attend school, let alone get out of my bed. I can't help but feel so stuck, and it feels like I am simply wasting my time and resources. I feel very guilty and can't comprehend how I am going to do the things I need to do. I do apologize if it all seems vague, or out of place, jumbled, etc. I wish there was someone to talk to, and of course, a way out of this hellhole of a mind.