realising i wasted all my potential

guys it literally just hit me. i wasted all my potential. i could have easily scored 95+ % in boards but i didnt study at all. my procrastination peaked before every board and i only finished 30% of the portion before giving every exam. i have no idea how much i'll get. all those months of tuition, all those notes i took days to make....everything went to waste. i never made any use of it. i dont even know how much i'll get anymore. i completely ruined my boards. i don't even know how to feel....