I am f18 was dating m21 for 10 months. he’s my 1-st body and 1-st bf. I broke up with him literally few hours ago because recently I’ve been thinking a lot that I want very much to get to know more people, more experience. he had few relationships before me and few times more bodies than me. I understand now he wants to stay consistent and not going out with somebody new. he already experienced everything.

He was my perfect match tho, we’ve started dating the 3-d day I knew him. we lived together for 6months in the sum(not more bcs of our studying and stuff). We’ve never argued.

I am really afraid I’ll never be able to find somebody as good as him, as loyal, as kind. He really loved me. He like literally showed me what real love means. I love so much to travel with him, we already had 5 trips together.

You know it’s very tough to reattach and to leave now. I saw him like almost everyday or 4 days a week.

I don't know where the line is between "losing your 100% match and regretting it for the rest of your life" and "staying with your first partner and regretting not trying more."

I am so much afraid that I’ll regret that I left him, because you know it’s not very easy to build deep connections. what if I will never forget him? I don’t want to regret all my life. What if he was the best choice and match for me? I’m so much afraid, like I’m terrified with the fact what if at 60yo I’ll be sitting and regretting we didn’t make it work out.