Missing out in life as a girl

Okay this is just a rant, i(17f) asked my parents for allowance and they say that i dont need it, its funny since all my friends get allowance upto 200dhs per week and all i ask is 300dhs for a month?!for context i live in dubai and study here….Besides i dont use it for hangout mainly for transportation like taxi bus and metro. Ugh why cant they understand i cant make them drive me around all the time cause even they get annoyed, i feel shit shit and an ungrateful daughter but am i?!? Idk i still hate myself regardless whenever my friends call me i cant meet up since i lack the funds and i know my dad will never understand where im coming from, his idea of fun is going to some cafe and ordering 4 dhs karak chai?? Like id love that too but its not my fault my friends think thats too low??? Like the amount of events i missed is insane they think im a home buddy when in reality im just broke to go out and no way to earn money if your a minor and i like makeup too, my friends get all the cool stuff from sephora and its my wish to go to a sephora store and buy a product , like even in my dreams i have this wish😭😭😭laugh at me idc, but my parents think these are all unnecessary things, like idk how to say to them, they all think im a girl who doesnt love makeup but i do so much ughhh, cant a girl get pretty things?? Fml.