1st exp advice please

F here and need some advice. I dalam fasa2 nak preapare for kawin. I tkde any exp and still v*rgin. But tgk p*rn tu ada la. But here come another problem that i tgk p*rn that not normal (subm, degr etc). So i need 2 advice ,

1. what to expect during malam pertama like what shouild i know or preapare?

2. How do i remove all my weird k*nk? (I can confirm 100% he wouldnt suka benda sama)