The Grey In The Rainbow

I call this experience 'The Gray In The Rainbow'.

This was the other day but I forgot to post about it - I was doing DMT to sober myself up for work as i'd been smoking weed everyday for a while - actually the first time in a while i've just sat and smoked weed every day all day for a while.

Took 1 long big hit from the vape and inhaled.

First thing I realized is I didn't get this overwhelming feeling of being pushed into something strong.

So I thought oh this isn't that strong this time?

Before I had pulled the vape out I had been really, really sad. For starters I didn't want to smoke weed for days; before this I wasted money on something else and now was stuck with no food for a long time and some other things going on in my life I wasn't happy about.

So I was miserable, my bedroom had become a prison and it was grey and dull I hated it.

I inhaled that DMT and as i'm staring at the vape in my hand I suddenly thought to myself:

How am I so happy right now considering how miserable I should be.

It really is a truly incredible strong substance that can be used medicinally.

I was basicly suicidal and had genuinely good reasons for it -- did some DMT and suddenly it all just became fluff that never mattered and i'm there quite happy about to do something with my day.

The Grey In The Rainbow.

Apparently there is grey in a rainbow.