[F4A] Seeking a long term rp partner for a rp where you are my partner and i gaslight you in the name of feminism. Please read below before reaching out. Please no SPAMS or two line introductions.

My Name is Anna and i am 18+ and i am looking for someone to rp with me who is 18+ as well.

So if you were always a supported of women rights, always wanted them to have their life. Would you be attracted to a smart, confident women? Someone who does not feel shy? Someone who dresses the way she wants? Someone who had a ton of guy friends, some one who never shy away from going on an outing with a guy?

This was me, a really independent, talented girl in college. I had a ton of guy friends, i was known to be a free spirit and that i had gone on dates with atleast 10 guys from our college. There were rumours as to how i have kissed all of them on our dates and may be with a few i went all the way. A few of them proposed me to be their gf but i denied.

And then there was you, a nice guy who was decent and hardworking. Did a lot for me as well, a great friend. You had seen me flirt before and even seen me go out on dates before. You felt bad when i did that but never said anything. But having known how i was, would you still love me, fall for me and then with time may be propose me?

Now when you did propose me to be your gf, after years of us being such close friends. I said yes and we started to date, we dated for a few years. And during this time, i visited your house a lot, where your dad and brother both eyed me up a lot. I mean i was modern so i would wear swim suits around the house a lot and often those guys would eye me up.

I did not mind it too much and with time it became a normal thing. You spoke to me a few times about it and i told you how i expected to be treated like a girl of this age who can dress the way she wants. Now you resisted with these feelings of me being me a while but then realized how you might lose me so instead of annoying me, you started to support me. You let me dress the way i want, encouraged better options, shorter skirts. I loved the new you, so supportive you were.

But with time that new you got cockier and loved to brag about me to your friends. We were going strong. So at every party you used to brag to others about how hot i am. I was Ok with your flaunting. With time whenever we used to go out, you used to take my pics, during our vacations and even some in the bedroom when i wore lingerie for you. With time you bragged more and shared some of the pics with a few guys, few friends of yours. Some of them were the guys whom i dated in college, kissed as well.

So this lead to me and them reconnecting behind your back and me slipping and doing a few things with them behind your back. Now with time, i felt guilty for my behaviour and with time you were also struggling a bit at work. I noticed how tensed you were because of it. I mean you bragging about me was kind of a reaction for your incompetency at work. Now i realized how i can may be make it up to you and may be let you take my pics more regularly. Knowing that there is a chance that you might share these with your work friends too. I started to go with you on your work parties and it lead to me being flirted by a ton of guys there.

You noticed how i was getting flirted and after one party, where i was flirted by your manager a lot. He was much nicer to you at work and helped you a lot in your projects. So this became a regular thing. We never spoke about it like how i was getting flirted with. I just behaved normally and so did you, i used to dress nicely before as well so it was not as if it was new for me. And it wasn't the first time i was flirted with by guys. I started to enjoy all this.

With time you got more success at work and it lead to us spending more time apart since you got new projects and had to travel a lot. So a lot of things happened during those years of you progressing your career.

And now you have gotten so successful and we were finally able to buy our dream house. Now after we got settled in. One weekend you, your family and i are chilling at home, since we all shifted into this new home. And you are checking your email on your brothers laptop and he also had his email open in one of the browsers. You see a ton of emails from me with pics of me in my lingerie. Like a 100s of them dated from like 5 years ago. The messages were more than flirty and a lot sexual as well.

Now it shocked you and then you come and talk to me about it. Now this is a rp about us talking as a couple about my past interactions. Its about me justifying my actions and telling you how and what happened with me and other men, tons of men, all behind your back. Now i am not looking for a cuck rp. I am looking for a person who loves me and would try to understand my actions, empathize with me and slowly embrace the new dynamic of our relationship. I need someone who can type a lot, like 200-300 words in each response during the rp. Its NOT A CUCK rp, so if you tell me how hearing about my adventures excited you then its like i have your permission and suddenly me telling you about how i cheated on you is no fun anymore.

I do long term rps on discord and i need someone who can type a lot. If you think we can be a match then please give me your thoughts on this. Please no spams and two line introductions.

If all this appeals to you, please send me a summary here.