40m Big boob obsession acceptance

I was married for 15 years, but now I’m divorced. I was hiding my obsession with women with big breasts and now all I want to do is accept it and live it out to the fullest. This might make me a man slut, but I feel like I have a lot of catching up to do and fun to experience. I’m trying to figure out the best way to meet busty women who enjoy being worshipped. Is getting on Tinder even worth it for something like this?