Insecurities and comparisons in my head.

Hi all my wife had a PA and Dday was a few months ago. I’ve never had any major insecurities but now I’m all over the show. I’m a fairly normal sized human healthy fit. But the AP is a huge body builder so completely different to me. He is also a proper asshole so the whole cliche held true.

My whole issue now is as much as my wife says I’m her type and she loves and is attracted by me. I can’t help but doubt if it’s true or if she is trying to be nice to me. I also did myself the favour of asking how big his penis was. Needless to say it was also girthier (if that’s a word).

She reassures me our sex life is better than what it was with him but I can’t help but doubt it.

Any words of wisdom