Feel like I’m wasting my drugs trying to achieve these psychedelic phenomena

So we’ve all heard about “breakthroughs” and “K-Holes” and all the mystical experiences that these people have on psychedelia but I can’t even seem to have proper closed eye visuals most of the time.

Whenever I do ketamine I can’t hole no matter how much I have. I did a bit of research as kets really new to me and found out about the permatolerance etc which would make sense if I had done enough but honestly I’m doing a gram or 2 every 3-4 months and that is too much apparently (for tolerance)

Had multiple high dose (250-350ug) LSD trips and barely got the walls to breath even mixing weed barely kicks in the visuals, high doses just give me intense body loads , I can remember one time I had full on CEV’s off of one tab but haven’t had close to that in like 4 years.

I haven’t had a whole lot of mushroom trips, especially anything high dose but even 2gs a lot of my friends get tracers etc

DMT is the only thing that gives me visuals, and even then I just can’t breakthrough on it (I know it’s notoriously harder than some things due to technique)

No matter what I just can’t seem to get there. I’m curious if anyone else is like me or if I’m just still not taking enough (shrooms definitely too small of a dosage I get that)