Anyone else starting to hate their more attractive friends?

Im starting to dispise one of my friends because she keeps on making comments about 'how ugly she is' and how shes afraid to look at herself in the mirror and i know attractive ppl can be insecure too but it just feels so fucking shit when i compare myself to her shes so fucking pretty, skinny, has a pretty face and like is just fucking nice in general too and a good person. And im mid at best. Like if shes 'ugly' then what the fuck am i? i know im not the ugliest girl ever but im definetly not good looking eather but it just sucks to listen to her make comments about her looks when i know damn well shes aware shes pretty like ffs. Im starting to hate pretty girls in general and im not proud of this but i start nitpicking small things ''wrong'' with their looks to feel less shit qnd therefore im not just unattractive on the outside but apperently on the inside too.

Also feeling like the ugliest person in my friendgroup is making me wanna distance myself from them even more like i feek like eveyone is judging me when im with then bc in comparison to them im fucking ugly.

Anyone else feel this way?