Dysphoria from beard

Hi,

has anyone had this?

I had not much dysphoria before starting HRT, it was well ok, we will solve these problems in due time.

Started laser 2 months ago and electrolysis last week. Beard shadow is apart from upper lip mostly gone, but I have a lot of white hair under my chin.

Started HRT about 20 days ago, and my beard shadow is now a massive problem, even though I run around in boymode and want to do it at least until the beard is killed off. So rationally it shouldn't bother me, but it does.