Job loss and pregnancy

Need actual advice and experience please no judgement. I’m 26 btw

I believe in Christ and I feel horrible for even thinking about abortion but I found out I’m pregnant recently so maybe 5-6 weeks now. I am 6 months pp already and I never thought about abortion the first time around but now I am. My partner isn’t mentally ok with life going on and still mourning family from last year. He already struggles a little bit with our first he gets overwhelmed fast and acts as if his life is going to be over if he has 2 under 2 sometimes.

I also just got laid off today so now that’s happening too. We all know how hard it is to find a job and if I continue the pregnancy idk if I’ll get something in time to get any maternity leave or at least job protection . I feel like I’m planning a sin but I’m not sure what to do it’s allot happening. And I don’t want to have to move back home either with 1 baby let alone 2 . So anyone else ever been thru this?