Boyfriend search history

Hi, I’m F26 and my boyfriend is M34. We’ve been together for three years and live together, I could really use some advice about a situation that’s been bothering me.

One time, after he had been in the bathroom, I went in and saw that he had left his phone on the sink. It was unlocked, and on the screen there was a full-screen image of a woman using a s*x toy from behind. I was really shocked.

After that, I checked his Reddit history and saw that he had searched for terms like “gayhypno” and “girlc*ck.” From what I understand, “gayhypno” involves men presenting as women, but still having male anatomy. I don’t really know what to make of it.

This left me feeling very confused. He is Muslim, and he has told me before that he believes it’s not wrong to be gay, but that acting on it (having s*x with the same gender) is wrong. That made me start wondering—does he have fantasies about men? Or is he just curious? The searches seemed too specific to just shrug off. I also want to mention that this is the first time ive seen him look at p*rn.

Is it normal for straight men to look at this kind of content? I tried bringing it up with him, but he denied it, got upset, and acted confused

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