Go Ahead with your Distractions

Keep manically throwing yourself into tasks running from your feelings, running from your wrongs, running from yourself. When all that steam runs out and the loneliness and hopelessness washes back over you I am no longer here for you the way I was when we were us.

I am sitting here savouring the deliciousness of letting go of you because I know once I do I can be happy and free.

I’d rather be alone than lonely in a relationship.

So when you text me I read it and I ask “what would you do?” and I leave you on read and go about my day enjoying every second of it because I took the time to feel my feelings and make the right choice for me because there is no us, and that was your choice.