Ready To Give Up

I don't know what to do anymore. I'm always at work so I don't see him (he's 5). And I feel way less stressed without him here with me. I don't like the constant being needed one way or another. It's too much. I've also lost myself.

I feel like I don't have full custody of my kid bc of how much pressure is on me over everything. Walking on eggshells and the manipulation. What a freakin life. I'm only one person and I can only handle so much crap.

I just want to give up custody at this point and leave state and disappear from everyone and everything I know.