All these thoughts. What do you even do with them?

I didn’t realize how this was going to change so much for me. Internally. The not trusting of others. The constant questioning others intentions. The fear of being left behind. Fearing who and what you are to others. Understanding myself and how to trust even myself. It’s been months. It’s still all so confusing. I don’t need to understand this anymore. I just want to know how much longer this limbo feeling is going to be there.