4 yrs later and it’s more than a crush - it always was.

Yes, it’s a secret that would turn my life upside down if it went beyond my heart. I’ve longed for the opportunity to express my feelings honestly and hold nothing back. Maybe one day I can stand in front of him and say that I think about him too. I quietly send him hugs and my best wishes. We are practically strangers. I’ve never been drawn to anyone quite like this. I don’t even know what this feeling is. Limerence perhaps? “I hope everything works out well for you 😊” I wasn’t sure about how to respond, so I didn’t reply. The time to respond was short and then it was too late. If there is a cosmic connection, then I’ll know this will get to him and I’ll wait for the chance and give him unadulterated candidness. What are the chances? For now my hope is that what’s meant for me will come toward me with clarity and ease.