I feel like a loser, what can i do?

I’m a rapper i’ve been making music for a while and getting no recognition for it whatsoever, even my girlfriend thinks that my music is dogshit, my parents don’t support me whatsoever and say that i need to persuade a degree. And i genuinely love music i can’t live without it, i would rather die broke than do anything else than that. I been hated for my music a lot, my old friends clowned me for making music i’ve never heard anyone say that they are proud of me for what i’m doing. I genuinely feel like a loser even ranting about all of this i’m not doing this for attention i just want some advice on how to actually feel like a normal person for once