I took a huge L

Sooo, I was on my first playthrough,blood level 98 I think I only had orphan and Laurence to beat in the DLC, and reached mergo’s wet nurse on base game, I was really struggling with orphan he damn obliterated my ass more than 60 times now and every time I almost beat him I either got greedy or passive,so, I decided to grind chalice dungeons to level up but electricity went down and my save file got corrupted.

Bro idk I think I raged too much at orphan that I feel absolutely nothing now but I can see it as life telling me fuck u in 67 languages.